I see you once in a while on my mind.
Your laughter, your smile and your being you.
I was weak then when I met you.
I didn’t know that life could exist.
That I can feel alive only if I choose to.
But I chose to walk away.
After few winters, seasons help me see my path again.
My life seemed like the leaves withering, falling powerless to the ground…
But I have grown now.
Away from your world.
Perhaps I was blind then.
Because all I can see was your image…
The radiance that sprang out from your soul.
Which was something I was not able to contain.
But I was frightened of what could become out of what might have been.
Until I have decided to surrender the fight.
Because you never knew that my heart was at war with my mind.
Once in a while you might remember me, or not at all.
But I do, sometimes… when it rains, or during sunset…
Or at times when I look at how the stars were laid out on the sky.
A poetry of some sort,
For every time I remember,
It creates a poem flowing out of me.
Which is your legacy.
No. I won’t go back to where it all began.
I’ll leave those footsteps as they were.
But I have learned to save these words…
All I can do is keep them at the very soul of me…
But perhaps until I forget.
Until the feeling fades.